i miss u / Cris (big brother )
just listening to another mans cause bruv i cant stop the tears wats happening it sucks without u im shakin man its hard to write nothings gud now without u man i love you so much you have no idea how much i miss you lots of love ur big brother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
memory/ Gregory Blatcher (brother)
to andrew all the fun we had was really fun you was a funny boy that i ever had i don't have a fun one but but ever one that new you miss you alot and love you the fun we used to have was like playing football wall ball doge balland fighting but not hard. we all miss you a lot i love you with all my hart love you bro xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx# xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx LOVE YOU A LOT XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Close
long time / Steven Jenkin (brpther)
im sorry that i havn't written on here but just wanna say i miss u bro, i just wish i had spent more time wid u, i can always remember the times we did which were amazin, i can still remember the last time that i saw u, to b honest i had been wrapped up in myself and wid other ppl, and now i wish i had payed more attention to my family, but no matter wot i always think of u everyday, especially that i live in the house u did, i know ur there watchin us all and maybe pissin urself laughin at all the funny times we have, just wish u were still here, sometimes i feel as if i didnt even know u which i feel bad about, but deep down i do, i promise to write on here more often and light a candle 4 ur bday and the day u passed away, just gotta get sum more candles lol anyways gona leave it here coz my eyes r fillin up wid tears, i miss u bruv love u soooooooooooo much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love ur big bro steven xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
IT'S BEEN TO LONG / Mike Conners (step dad )Read >>
IT'S BEEN TO LONG / Mike Conners (step dad )
IT'S been to long since i last saw you and told you i love you so here i am again sitting in my dark place waiting for a happy memory or a time when i saw you smile or laugh to light my way
a lot has happened in the time since i last spoke to you so much to say that i will just say my path has changed, for the better i don't know, but you have been and will always be my boy,my heart, my soul and my reason.
miss you so much and still cry for you often
I look to the time when we are together and i can dream again xx
Andrew is amongst us, wot?! u say, I said, the droid is here with us all, I tell ya why;
Selina and I left our little flat to go to Mandys house for a halloween party in October 2007, now before i go on let me tell you something; We lock our kitchen door by hasp and clasp and is fastened with a padlock, wen the kitchen is unlocked we hook the padlock over the clasp so as not to lose it, this is a very normal thing to do. ok, we arrived at Mandys house and on entering Selina saw on the floor by the front door and toilet door a padlock which She picked up and handed to Mandy (ok nothing wierd there) the evening went well and ended well, we left to return home to our little flat.
Before we go to bed the very last thing we do is to lock the kitchen door but we couldn't find the padlock even after an extensive search (though y we searched i dont know cos it was always hung on the clasp) still we searched, we couldnt find it and then Selina said about the padlock she saw at Mandys I said it was not ours and couldnt possibly be so we left it till the next day.
The next day; I phoned Cris and asked about their padlock and Cris told me that they dont use apadlock for anything and we began our inquiry, first we asked for a photo to be sent by camerafone so we could i.d. it, then we asked; "can the padlock be shut and opened without the use of the key"? On examining it Cris found that the padlock indeed could be shut then opened without the use of a key. the day after that I went to see Cris and looked at and positively identified the padlock as ours, wot is very wierd, strange , eerie, spooky woteva u like is that how did such a thing get from the top of our kitchen door clasp and make its way to Mandys house?
Honestly I will say to you all, I never took the padlock from our little flat to Mandys house, at the same time Selina makes the same honest remark. and the kids did not come with us.!!!!!!
Andrew?!!!! I think so, NO! I know so. I Love You Andrew and I miss you today as I did yesterday and I know I will miss u even more tomorrow. Daddy. XXXXXX
Friend of andrews / Cathrine Stringer (old school mates )Read >>
Friend of andrews / Cathrine Stringer (old school mates )
Me and andrew at school wen we wer about 5 or 6 in broadfield east school i think, we never got on with eachova! but then we did get on after time, he is a lovely person with a great personality He alwais believd in himself, he didnt care about what other people thought of him!
i wish i grew up to no him better, because i new in that heart of his that he is a great mate and i should of got to no him when i had the chance!!
i give a thought in my prays and to his family i hope you are all ok and well!!
Christmas time again. / Daddy another christmas came Andrew, I saw you pass me by, as the prezzies were opened, were you that lil fly? the start of a cold day, no warmth there is herein, i saw you looking in through the window, you were the robin.
The feeling hasn't gone, (not that I am expecting it too) It's still the same, when a friend is ever present then they r not they are truly missed, if they should die then they are still truly missed though there will never be another time in this life for them to share so how do we measure the feeling of 'missing' somebody? all I know is that there is no word in my knowledge of vocabulary that can describe the feeling of the amount of 'missing' we do. My heart aches, it yearns to have the tiniest of glimpeses of my Son Andrew, I know lots of people who have lost loved ones, we lose those that are meant to go before us, we are ready for this (even in our supraconcious minds) But our young, They are NOT supposed to go b4 us r they? NO! Today feels no easier then yestrday, as each Christmas draws near then passes the feeling hasnt changed. XXXXDADDYXXXXClose
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right.
There will always be another day to say "I love ! you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
questions/ Cris (big brother )
bruv where r u? how r u? why r u gone? what were you thinking? when r u gonna help me? who have i become? so many questions have not been answered but i need to know the answers i need help little man i want to touch you again i want to laugh with you again i have lost it nothing matters anymore nothing is keeping me here i want to be free please help me xxxxxxxxxx i love you Close
christmas/ Mummy
i miss you so much i wish you could listern to take thats new track it is so me right now, christmas was very strange without you even though it is are 2nd christmas without you.
i just cant get my head round it that you are not hear anymore, i wish you where to help us all out with this tough time we are all having just your smile would make every thing alright for a while but all i have is your memory and pics and to me thats not good enough. my heart is so numb it hurts.
YOU. X / Dad
Christmas for any of us is never the same anymore, though as time still carries on, for You Andrew time is just still, baby we miss you so very much, the day for giving and receiving prezzies feels so so strange because we cannot give any prezzies to You, because we cannot see the smile on Your face, because we cannot see the look of pleasure on Your face, because we cannot hear Your laughter ring out across the room. Only in our mind and in our heart we can undo the cannots but it isn't the same, no thing where You were involved is the same, there is just nothing, where You should be standing, where You should be sitting, where You should be playing, where You should be, there is nothing, I am thankful we have wonderful minds to remember, as we remember, there is everything including You. Time in this place goes so quickly but I want You to know this; in all that time you are never away from my thoughts. I Love You. Dad. X X X X X X X X X X X X X Close
another beer / Cris (big bro )
well its boxing day and were all together except for 1 major ingredient you just finished another beer it was for you time is nothing it just comes and goes what im trying to say is what every1 else says we miss you we ALL do i cant wait to join you. be with you again. do as we always did. be brothers again i miss u more than any1 ever could xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
I find this hard to write, we miss Andrew so much, Jasmine and I, and can't believe its been a whole year since he was taken from us, I still expect him to turn up with his Dad on a friday night, its not the same with him not being here.
But I was also like to pay a tribute to Mandy, Alan, Mick, Cris, Kerry and the rest of Andrews brothers, and neices and nephews who over the past very difficult year have shown strength and courage to get through, I cannot begin to understand how they have all been feeling, I only know the pain that I feel which is nothing compared to theirs. They say time is a healer, I'm not sure it is, everyday is painful, I hope they all find the strength to carry on that each day gets a little easier for them.
I care deeply for you all and hope you find comfort in the fact that Andrew was loved deeply by all that knew and miss him so much.
ST.Andrews day / Dad
one year ago today we said our last goodbyes to you in body. One year on and you are still so sadly missed, I woke this morning on ST.Andrews day and now know why it is called so, You, my beloved son are the saint to us that that brings this day its honour of being called ST.Andrew day. The year, admitadly has gone by so quickly, it has been tough and I know that it will only get tougher rather than easier, you see, I cannot hug you anymore, I cannot give you gifts on your Birthday or at Christmastime, I cannot have you stay with me at the weekends or during the school holidays, I cannot believe the rest of my life will be truly happy because you are not here with me, I really want to talk about the happy times we shared (and the sad times) but I cannot because it hurts so deep, I do see the smile on your face though, everyday and thats what helps me keep it together............ I love you so very much son, I will always love you my precious one. X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X A kiss for everyday that you have not been here, to show it here is no where near good enough, they should be able to be given to you directly. I am missing you ST Andrew. Daddy. Close
Andrew, my darling baby brother... a whole year has gone by without you but not 1 secong has gone by without thinking of you. I always take time out to think of all the things we used to do as a family, the truth is i think of you all the time! i wish we could have more days together, more holidays, more outings and share more love between a brother and a sister... all i can do now is carry on loving you and i promise that is what i will do, when things seem gloomy just looking at the picture i have of you makes the day brighter, when i feel alone i think of you and know that im not, when i feel sad just one memory makes me feel happy! I Miss You so much its actually hard to beleive how much but most of all... I LOVE YOU! Keep watch over your neice she misses you so very much. I'll see you when i get there bruv, please wait for me. Goodnite baby bro. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
memories of Andrew Frost. 07/03/92 - 19/11/2005. (19/11/2006) / Alan Frost (Dad)Read >>
memories of Andrew Frost. 07/03/92 - 19/11/2005. (19/11/2006) / Alan Frost (Dad)
On sunday 19th November 2006 marked a year to the day our dear son, Grandson, Brother, Uncle, Nephew, cousin, friend Andrew died, the worst sorrow that we have ever had to endure, Andrew is very sadly and greatly missed by us all.
We, as family and as friends of Andrew walked on Sunday from His house, we walked the walk He would have walked to school or to the K2 leisure complex, it was a very hard thing for most of us to do. We all stood by the busy A23 (at the scene of the accident) and let go some black balloons which bore messages to Andrew, we all watched them rise high in the sky as did Andrews Spirit, as we did so we stood in silent prayer and some shed silent tears, the time spent there was a very emotional time especially for a very brave woman....Mandy, Andrews Mum. This day was the first time Mandy had been down to the accident scene and as difficult as it was She stood tall and brave for the memory of Her Son.
I would like to say a very big thankyou to all of you who gathered with us to remember Andrew, and a big thankyou to those of you who joined us back at the house to celebrate Andrews life.
I want to say a big thankyou for the flowers that were left for Andrew and for the thoughts that were shared of Him.
As I stood huddled into my partners shoulder I cried, I had my eyes closed as tight as they would, I didn't want to open them because I could see...... I could see Andrew, clearly as He were there with us, He was smiling, He was happy that we were all together, I believe that Andrews smile was for His Mum and for all of you that remember Him.
To you all I say Thankyou, if you have a memory that you want to share then here is the place for you to put it no matter how small a memory, no matter how big a memory lest we not forget Andrew, Our Son, Grandson, Brother, Uncle, Nephew, Cousin and Friend. Close
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right.
There will always be another day to say "I love ! you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
hey you / Cris (big brother )
its very nearly that painful time of year and still there isnt a day that goes by where i dont see your face. your nephew is getting big now and looking more like you everyday. i miss u soo much mate its not even funny how much it hurts . but im glad u r enjoying urself thats makes me feel fantastic peace out bruv i love you x Close
we miss u hunny / Julie Bowyer (daddys friend )
its funny,but a week before andrew died,i lost my grandad,and to this day,i cant figure out witch one of them i miss most. I will always remember andrew visiting alans(dads)house. there was all hes brothers and sista there ,plus myself and alan. we was watching a cartoon.a poor little yellow thing(i think a pokemon)was killed.and hes little friend had a touching sceen where he cried for hes friend. i saw andrews eyes wartering,and this for some reason got to me,and i was fighting back the tears myself..i noticed andrew was worried of hes siblings seeing this and moking him.(as they do). however,wen andrew saw my eyes watering,he gave me THE most speacil shy little grin i ever saw. it was a true moment for JUST us.nobody knew we was so soppy that day!!(we got away with it)but although i have many memorys of andrews smiling face,big tight hugs and scruffy hair,that is the one i choose to share.as it is the most personal expeiance i had with andrew. a very special young lad,whom i miss dearly. keep my grandad young andrew.it worked for us!! see you on the other side buster.xxxxxxxxxxxx Close